Just one of those days....

Life changes pretty quickly but time stands still... We wait. Wait for minutes to pass, lines to shorten, results to come in, dinner to be ready... We're always waiting. We're always wondering, too... What will happen if I say this, do that... How will he react?

I'm tired of waiting.... So tired... God please give me strength! I need to be patient and trust you, always! I need to feel you, Lord! How can I be strong when I don't understand why this is happening?
 Why am I so scared for Him? Why do I feel like I have to wait for something to happen? How will he feel, what will the day bring for him, how do I make him happy - how can I not take his words personal? 

I know you're greater than any of this, Lord! You love us and will NEVER forsake us! Help me pick up my cross and carry it, happily... Please search my heart and search my soul, Lord! I want and need ALL of YOU! 

Remind me, you can create miracles...